Hello everyone.
Life has been really stressful. I hope that it gets better. I just worked 7 days in a role and have been working on my essay and studying for my other class. House work got a little behind and I think that I have maxed out my energy level. My son got a kiddie pool and plays in the water everyday after I pick him up from daycare and now he wants to swim in a big pool. I helped my sister put up the trampoline she bought for her kids. You would have thought we were a bunch of idiots, lol. I thought we wouldn't ever figure it out. Although we didn't tell our husbands. We didn't want them to make fun of us. As far as they know it has been done very easily and correct. Ha!! Have a great weekend everyone.

new day

Hey guys,

Been a fun 3 day weekend. My son got a new bike, he loves it too. We went fishing satutrday morning then that afternoon my son road his bike and then went to watch a UFC fight on pay per view. Of course, I did not like to out come. I think Rampage should have won that fight. Anyway don't get me started on that. And yesterday (Sunday) we went to the Salt Lake...which is this huge ATV Park. Awesome!!!!! We rode 4 wheelers for like 5 hours and cooked out. It was lots of fun. Today is Memorials Day and I think we will probably go see Shrek in theaters. My son has been asking for a while. Other than that I have been doing homework here and there. I am almost done with my draft too. Till next time..........

Busy Week

Hello everyone,
This past week was very busy for me. It was crazy!! My son had a dentist appointment on Tuesday, and then on Thursday he had a doctors appointment.....which they removed his cast!! And then that evening he had an end of school program. Then on Friday he had a party, Saturday we took a small fishing trip because my son wanted to go fishing....he said he had two arms and could catch fish now.....and Sunday he had a bar-b-que at my dad's house. Busy Busy!!

Josef, My Love

I love you in every single way,

I want to be by your side everyday.

I love your sweet gentle touch,

I love you ooooh so much.

Your eyes are filled with love,

God sent me my angel from above.

I feel so secure in your arms,

I am hit by your many charms.

You make my heart race,

When you come home and I see your face.

You are my soul mate, this I know,

For I am here to be with you and I will never go.

We have been through a lot which made our love stronger,

And fro this we will be together not only forever, but even longer.

I love you, baby, so much I dedicate this poem to you.

You make my life complete and I want you to feel my love is true.

This is the poem that was published and I was asked to go the big occasion and read it in front of lots of people. I don't think SOOO!!!!

So they published it in a book only.

Another DAY!!

Hello everyone,
Hope all the mothers had a great mother's day. I got a boquet of flowers and my son made me a craft at school. I had a great one. Well I am working on getting some recent pictures up. The one that is on there is actually an old one. My son is about a year old in it and he will actually be 4 in November. My son had a track meet friday at his daycare. It was really cute. He even got a medal. LOL He thought he was "super fast!!" He also gets his cast off on the 20th. Boy is he excited too. Other than that nothing much happened.

Pain

My husband and I went through a tough time that I really would rather not share what happened. Lets just say that he strayed and leave it at that. This is what I wrote.
Pain
It hurts so deep inside,
My feelings I can no longer hide.
I know my heart can't take much more,
But that wont make me walk out that door.
All I want is to be happy and live a long life,
By his side, as a mother to his son and a great loving wife.
But only his love will pull me through,
Just to feel that his heart is once again true.
I don't know if he can take this feeling,
But I don't know another way of dealing.
The pain has grown stronger and deeper than before,
I want it to be gone so once again my heart can soar.
If only he would hold me so tight,
And not only sometimes at night.
Feeling his touch makes me feel warm inside,
Makes me feel his love and his pride.
Talking about the stuff hurts makes it worse I know,
But keeping it inside will make me blow.
His love is all I want to feel,
Cause then I know it is real.
The only thing that helps is to write,
Cause I don't want to start a fight.
My feelings arent towards him he is my love,
They come from what has happened all of the above.
I want to make things just disappear
But that will only happen when I have no more fear.

Whats Happening Now!!

Ok,
So like 3 weeks ago my son fell at daycare and broke his arm. Again!! The first time he broke it, we took him to this horrible doctor and he reset it and when he got his cast off his arm was really bowed out!! Now almost a year exactly later he broke it again. In the same place. Well now that the hard part is over (after taking him to a different doc) He has sugery and the reset it again. It looks good though!! He is getting is cats taken off may 20th and boy is he ready. He wants to play baseball. I think we are gona let him do some summer sports if he is up to it.

He was also just tested for ADD or AdHD. Found out that he has ADHD and he was put on Adderall. Helps though he is doing really good and has been acting very good for me. Now a bit of my peotry is going to be put on here soon. Let me know what you think. I wrote it for my husband like 5 years ago for our anniversary and he entered it into this contest and I won and they published it in a book. It is called a book of peoms. I will try and keep my peoms posted and let everyone read them. Just remember that they are my feelings and about what I was going through at that piont in my life.